So after writing all that jazz last night, I feel great that I have a plan. However, (uh oh) I'm having doubts now. I really wanna become a healthier person, because being unhealthy is too uncomfortable. The problem is, I really don't know if I want to become 100% raw. Becoming vegan made me realize that just because you're not eating meat or dairy, doesn't mean that you're eating healthy. That was the whole point of me wanting to become raw in the first place. But today, I had the WORST cravings for chicken, spare rib tips (pork), and fried shrimp. CLEARLY, I can't eat these things, because I promised MYSELF I wouldn't. Yeah, I could go back on that promise and give in, but I know the results would be disatrous. Well, I'm wondering what I should do about it now, and I was also thinking about the whole social aspect of being raw. It's gonna be really hard to be a social person (like go to events and such) if I can't eat anything on the SAD (Standard American Diet) or the BAD (Black American Diet). Maybe it'll be better once I start and all these horrible (yet wonderful, lol) cravings go away. We'll see. My palate has opened up, though, since becoming vegan. I really wanna try these portobello mushroom burgers...they sound yummy. We shall see.I just need to do some more research on eating raw and find all the resources I need to begin. I'm gonna start Operation Beyonce. :-D We'll see how it goes. Wish me luck.